Do the work internally – and the story will write itself…!
What can I say about this journey – there is always something that can be highlighted… This expedition has been phenomenal – it’s been paramount and a life changing experience for me…! This is a tried and tested philosophy – a wild adventure – the freedom and the internal relief of release is amazing…! No change comes easy – and transformations are difficult… Have the time to empty – all these negative energies out of the anatomy… The atoms of knowledge – is part of this process… What happens after, is incredible… to let go is the ultimate purpose – all we are is energy. This structure is teaching us how to be one with ourselves… It will take about two to three years – if we can work with this transformation process that can bring change into our forward movement…! We are all enthralled humanoids – and I don’t know if my rose-coloured glasses are on or off… But half way down is good…! When the anatomy speaks – take notes… Be daring when following that heart – and allow the mind to integrate within this process… We spent so much of our lives thinking about our external image – and how this will portray us…? Internally we do the same thing – we worry about what people think of us – we worry about how we are acting because others are judging us… We invest so much time and energy in others… We constantly strain the process of the anatomy – because of our self-image… We all get tangled up and constrained… and we are all culprits here – me too – should I say I was…! We all come from the same fabric…! And you see this was a conscious choice to change – difficult but it can be achieved…! What can we gain from this change…? Frankly speaking, our greatest challenge is to go past ourselves – face all those fears that make us feel insecure… What we feel internally is what we receive from others externally…! Therefore, trying to fix this problem outwardly is impossible – reaching out to our negative cycles – is problematic… The fear of speaking about our anxiety is fearful – therefore, we consume it. Now all these external toxins are inside us… We are internalising our external conditionings – the anatomy is in overdrive. Anxiety is fluctuating… What are these problems – that are created externally – gaslighting, social conflict and social anxiety – this is the source of fear against our self-image… When it is inside us – it is challenging our identity… This is beyond our coping mechanisms – therefore we are always unable to take those steps – that makes us authentic… This negativity is something that will only become worse – within the ethics of control and manipulation… The question is where will this stagnation lead us…? The fat cats are extremely determined to settle this Brexit deal… but they may fail to see what’s happening to their society in the process…! The dysfunction of gaslighting, social conflict and social anxiety will upsurge… because – we feel this unease… we are not settled – we don’t know ‘What’s going to happen’ in all this commotion – people will head out into the streets in frustration – it will be a chaos… All this is stirring within our atmosphere… We are giving too much emphasis to the fat cats… and less on ourselves… Because if we concentrate more on our internal needs – we will be able to understand what we want…? When we know what we want – we can demonstrate these needs… As a collective…! The more we fuel ourselves with the ethics of control and manipulation the more – empty and confused we will feel…! We are all experiencing this despair…!
Let me go back to my first point… What is our greatest fear… the most decisive and negative thought is ‘I’…? We fear this thought and because we are sub-consciously motivated to our social conditionings – we don’t understand the person – we are closest too…! How sad…? When we say to ourselves – ‘I am’ – we feel selfish, ashamed and exposed… We have an image to maintain – though its ok to be arrogant – it’s widely accepted. Why are we scared of this one word ‘I’…? This single expression holds a lot of responsibility…! This solitary declaration separates us from others – it’s all about attainment and detachment… If we can all accept this one word ‘I’ – we can be the manifestation of our by-product… We are the drivers of this mechanical – anatomy – in full control of our subsistence. Do we really need to worry about our ‘external image’ to constantly keep controlling our thoughts…? We are consciously controlling ourselves – by using our sub-conscious behaviour patterns… Where only a small percentage of our anatomy functions for our subsistence. How we operate externally is prohibiting the authentic process of the anatomy…? Would it be better to focus on how we feel instead…? We can provide for ourselves – and give the body what the anatomy needs… We can activate all those mechanisms inside us that enhance the by-product of our manifestations… We are all isolated humanoids – that look to others for comfort – when we can’t find it within others, we feel this abandonment… Really when we can’t understand what we are experiencing inside us…? We are avoiding the process of understanding ourselves… It is the anatomy speaking back – letting us know we need to listen and take a look inside… Believe me, no one will listen until we are forced to listen and by that time our external destruction has begun…! We will question ourselves – but really, we need to dive right in and start fixing ourselves… to learn how ethical this one word ‘I’ is… This is the manifestation of our by-product… Do the work internally and the story will write itself…! We are all stardust material…!
The process of the anatomy is colossal… The template of our identity – is persistently evolving… Defining our character to excel above the lather…! What we discover through the extension of our being is freedom – hidden beyond our fear is our authentic manifestation. Here, the anatomy can begin to engage in a private communication with the mind and heart… that stimulates an active cycle for our by-product… Before, these two mechanisms meet – the anatomy will activate our cellular memory… Every cell, negative thought or experience will rise above the lather. Here we will go through a process that will allow us to transform our thought process to function for this communication – that will give the anatomy our authentic dialect… In this complexity of our identity we go through so much – we collect and manifest on all those experiences that make us feel uneasy. We cannot heal from the evolution of fear – we will only spiral into our negativity – increasing our anxiety – unless we begin to project this negativity on others to feel better… Where the template of our negativity can expand into a portfolio of psychosomatic behaviour patterns… There is a grim aspect of the anatomy – it is a blackhole, we can disintegrate inside our own thoughts like quick sand…! This template of the anatomy is about the emptiness of our subsistence… An exploration that cannot be escaped – but overcome… and perhaps why our freedom as humanoids is so important… Why we need to understand – our human rights and human identity is important for our subsistence. Gravity will direct our trajectory…! The dynamics of our negative and positive energies are dramatic atoms – they can take us anywhere…! All this happens within the ethics of control and manipulation – because the body has been overrun, we don’t want to think, and we are not in control of the anatomy…! The whole process of our subsistence is about our isolation… Negativity and segregation conform resentment and self-negligence… Positive isolation develops the entirety of our anatomy… How we think and feel corresponds to where we gravitate… What we discover within our inner-self is freedom that brings a level of expression…!
What happens – to the anatomy when we find this balance of contentment…? An awakening – is simply an understanding of our inner identity… The body has a different language – it speaks in shapes and symbols… Therefore – anything is possible – aha moments and cognitive stimulations is a sign simply saying – the anatomy is working… It’s communicating with us – and taking our subsistence into another dimension of the human template… Tell the anatomy everything… Justice cannot be fought with our sub-conscious behaviour patterns… Any form of failure, deceit and treachery experienced inside the ethics of control and manipulation need to be healed – for our forward movement… But not without and internal inspection…! The investigation about the body of knowledge is vast – it’s about rediscovering ourselves… and this is a profound experience… We are evolving from all those thoughts that stop us from being us…! Our bio-chemical reactions is the most intellectual communication – inside us…! When the anatomy speaks – take notes… This will be the most profound knowledge – that we can gain for our subsistence. The duality of this theory – is about the frequency in which we conform internally and externally – when these two identitiesmeet it will bring a phenomenal discovery – in both realms of our identity… Do the work internally – and the story writes itself…! We are in a dual reality when we are imbalanced – when in this process and the time comes to let go – immense changes begin to occur…!
Notes to self…
I hope the just is eavesdropping – because finding this belief wasn’t easy…! This process is colossal – and I can’t believe it takes place all inside us… I’ve been blogging for so long – about our inner turmoil – and writing about the transformations of the anatomy – it’s been a tremendous experience… I had a chance to explore everything concerning this expedition. I have been agnostic all the way through – and as creative as I am – ideas come spontaneously but always at the right time… This time the realisation I had was – about letting go, and accepting that I have been a survivor of manipulation to so much endurance… What I found through this aperture – was that I was always a balanced individual – but those around me weren’t – when I didn’t conform to the norms of their social conditionings – a lot conformed around me…! Not accepting someone else’s thought patterns – was a punishment I have paid numerous times… But just like others – I have a right to be me. People play the most sinister games to each other – without the realisation or acknowledgement of the person they play these games with… And when it seeps into our society – this becomes gaslighting and social anxiety – how much can the anatomy endure… For a conscious person to survive in all this accumulation of destruction is a constant pit…! The duality of this realisation is through this process of balancing our internal and external self… However, to come to the progression of letting go – at a crisis point has been difficult… The challenge of belief and hope at this moment in time has made me contemplate my own insecurities – that has attempted to halt my progression in walking with this forward movement… But it’s now or never…! Why has it been so difficult to surrender to my eternal mother who has protected me and lead me this far in my own process and transformation…? We are so conditioned by what others think – we reflect ourselves through them… Our social conditionings are more important than what the anatomy is experiencing – the anatomy is all mixed up and the other way around. What I learnt through this experience was how critical our external organisations have become – and when we switch on this light inside us – how painful it can be when we are unknown to our internal conditioning – because we are not taught about our inner believe systems that can help us through the most difficult times… I was unable to speak about what was happening – I was seeing everything – but I couldn’t speak back – I lost my will to express – and turned to writing… How can I admit to the whole world how challenging narcissistic or even a sociopath behaviour is when it is received – and what it can do to the template of the anatomy…? Or how common is this behaviour pattern…? Through my whole subsistence – all I have been witnessed to is this control and manipulation… that lead me into this isolation – by a majority playing the same conditionings for different reasons – for various needs – that created this dark space within me…? I felt ashamed to say because I didn’t want to be exposed… but the truth is I grew from all of this – and over the past two years – I sincerely looked within myself – and asked that question why…numerous times…? Only to discover what the entirety of the anatomy means – and how to find the by-product of my manifestation…! The body of knowledge has been a phenomenal expedition – that can help not only me – but many more like me…! We are all enthralled humanoids – here to endure to discover our happiness… Do the work internally and let the story write itself…!
Believe in yourself…!